sobota, 19 lutego 2011

vol. 136


hello guyz~!
its really strange and difficult. i really think and i think that its my fucking problem. at some days when i listen japanese music i remind about old times, when i like some people. i listen music and i remember all time when i talk with this people and when i spend a time with they.
and now i ask a question myself and i cant find a reply. thats sad a little.
why sometimes we says something and late we regret this? why is that? its not fair. and when we tell somebody this bad thinks late this person cant forgive us, even miss to us like we miss her. thats really stupid.
now, when its long time ago from this other situation, i think that i was be really stupid, and selfish. i lost people which i like. and maybe which i fall in love at other day. stupid, stupid, stupid, im really stupid. now, in the feature i see, that is my fail decision.
sometimes i dream about this, when everything is good like long time ago. i think that will be great if will be that at this time. when this people forgive me, and forget about my words.
i dont wanna be enemy for anybody. really. i wanna be friendly for all. i need only have reply for my question: "can you give me a second chance my old friend?" i dont want anything from you. really. its to much for you? think about this please! and remember how was be beauty in moments our meetings, talks, and partys together.
remember this time when we laugh, hugs, and all this stuff? remember? answer me, please. i no need anything else at this moment. can you understand me? i cant believe you forget about me, and about our time at our life. if you read this my old friend please call me or write to me comments or message. i will be really happy. seriously!
i remember every our meetings, really. especially first meeting. can you remember? i waiting for you at train station and when i seen your face i was cry. you hug me and i cant breath. I wanna see your smile face again, and hug you, and give you a kiss in your cheek. tell me… you dont want it like me? you dont want back to this cute time when we spend time really great? tell me please.
i know that you wanna meet with me, but you dont know how and when. when i will be in your city i always find a time for you and to meet you.

wtorek, 15 lutego 2011

vol. 135


I back to home form Koszalin. I miss to this sweet time when I woke up, and 1h later I see Nuffin's and Ushi's faces. 4 beautiful days and we still drinkin’ and laugh bcoz we organization party ;)
In Saturday we organization big party. Comes to Nuffin places her school friends.  We doing barbeque.  omg. Its winter *lol*. Wer so stupid. x) but it was be yummy ;)  I cant wait to next our meeting, bcoz I wanna see your faces again guyz. Was be really really funny and crazy.

And Im really happy. I talk with Fikri and I ask him about Miru. He dont know how he doing (Miru) >.< but I think that its great bcoz if Mohd cant talk with Miru it mean that Miru cant be online, and cant talk with me too. Maybe he still time like me, just i like him. I like him? I dont think so. I think that i still time love him. Even when I want forget about my love to him – I CANT! He is still time in my heart, and he will be there all the time – I think.

poniedziałek, 14 lutego 2011

14 o2 2o11

today is valentines day. 
but its not my happy valentines day
why? because i cant talk with my lovely boy. that so sad. 
and i cand spend time in this day with my lover boy. ;c 
i love him really really true love.
and i think that he dont believe me. ;c 
maybe im not ideal girl, but ill try be perfect. 
give me a chance, please. 
bcoz i love you, miru
and i remember when you told me that you love me.  
it was be true?
i still thinking about this what you told me, and about you.
i think im going crazy. 
I LOVE YOU MIRU
i wish you HAPPY VALENTINEs DAY. 


 KOCHAM CIE MIRU.




wheesung - choco luv

Our eyes meet in this corner of my room
For a second, our hearts beats as one
You’re the only one, the only one, the only girl
Take my choco love
This space is so small
I can feel the excitement
You’re the only one, only one, only…one

This hot atmosphere, the sound of our breathing
Acting like this is the first time we felt this way
Our eyes are fixed on each other
Our necks becoming tense
I can’t speak huh
We can’t leave this place
Until the night is over,
Until the clock makes a full circle
Let’s make love, babe

Our eyes meet in this corner of my room
For a second, our hearts beats as one
You’re the only one, the only one, the only girl
Take my choco love
This space is so small
That we can feel the excitement
You’re the only one, only one, only…one

In this dimly lit room
We can’t hide any movement
Our fingers fumble through each other’s clothes
I stroke your small nose, you stroke my cheek
Hiding our embarrassment, softly
We’ll do it all night love babe

Our eyes meet in this corner of my room
For a second, our hearts beats as one
You’re the only one, the only one, the only girl
Take my choco love
This space is so small
That we can feel the excitement
You’re the only one, only one, only…one

Yeah, wrapped up in red
are you choco lips
Like sticky sweet syrup has been poured choco kiss
Sweet kiss
This will bring you happiness
Now that we’ve seen each other’s gazes
Let’s take it to the next level

One and two. Feel my body, boo
Like we are in love, This beautiful expression
Blocking all the light that could ruin this moment
Everywhere in my room, without fail
Unpack the fantasy you’ve built up

Our eyes meet in this corner of my room
For a second, our hearts beats as one
You’re the only one, the only one, the only girl
Take my choco love
This space is so small
That we can feel the excitement
You’re the only one, only one, only…one

sobota, 12 lutego 2011

vol. 133

hello guyz~!
im really glad that i can tell you what i doing when i cant be online.
now im at Nuffin's home, and i dunno what i can doing. really. she goes to sleep and im a little borred. but its ok. i watch stuped cartons in CN and thinking. thinking about everythin'. about this what i feel and what i must doing.
this is really sad that everything what i want is gone, really.
firstly - my BFF, Angela. she must back to her own home bcoz her winter holidays ends, and she must back to school. i spend with her amaizing while. ;) really. still time i was be happy, bcoz i can talk with her ;) watching movies and eating when in jackass was bad moments for eating ppl. xD *lol* still time party with my lovely friends <3 with SMs, Kapusty, and all others ppl. x) OMG. o love this moments in these year ;) ill never forget this moments ;D


secondly - i cant go to my lovely baby Byaku :C thats so sad. rly. i wanna see her face again, and hugs her once again. and i wanna tell her face to face that everythin' will be great. <3
thirdly -maybe i do somethin stuped things and maybe im stuped. i lying to myself. my love, and my life is really stuped. i believe my lovely beautyful man, and now i think that everything are a lies. fucking lies. and he is lier. i think that everything what he told me its not true, and he have fun when i listen whet he say,  and bcoz i believe him. ;x
fourth - i have a new fucking hair colour, and im really happy with my blue <3