poniedziałek, 25 października 2010

vol. 120

it's strange a little. im in poznań, and still don't have a job. it overwhelms! ;c 

now listen this much which i listen 1 year ago. in my head i see only this beautyfull moments in my life when in every weekend i meet my lovely bitches. i miss for this moments. this great party, this great time, when i still laugh and smile. 
i still remember sake's bday party in alter. i was be drunk, listen music in my mp4 and danced to the taeyang and 2pm songs in the city center. ^^''


then i was different too. have a other value, and can drink more than now *hahaha* so.. 
everything when will be better i think. friends, partys, meetings... all broke up by relationships, and friendship *lol* one persone doesnt like other... blah blah blah..really strange. =_=
then was better because my lil sis was be closer and we talk more. ^o^ now is not that. ;/ its horrible i think. ;/

niedziela, 24 października 2010

vol. 119


sometimes in your way of life meet someone. this person at the beginning is stranger for you.
late when we talk, and talk, and talk you feel, that this person becomes close to you. dedicate himself to much time, and to much again. talking all the time, laugh, telling about everything.
someday you think that you feel more and more to this person, and you know that is something just like friendship.
waiting for him, and if he will be online waiting for his message.
you worry about him, when he don't be online or when he can't talk with you. thinking that he is angry at you.

11 months ago i meet really nice person. we talk, we lough. i still waiting for him. again we talking and lough. sometimes i cant believe with this that stupied person just like me could meet someone just like you.
baby.. today you ask me "what u gonna do about that?? anything special??" i say that i dont know. i think that i writing what i seriously feeling. when you reading this i hope that i make you happy although for one moment ;)
i know that we meet someday. then i can take your hand and walk in the rain somewhere. in my dream i still repeat to you: how much i love you and i want to kissing you. you make that i'm going crazy.
thank you baby, thank you for everything.
love you♥ and please: you remember about this, ok? :*


MIRU
aku cinta kamu!

piątek, 22 października 2010

vol. 118

its so much hard for me. ;x
boy with i fall in love lives to much far far away from me. its so hard. ;C
somedays i ask a quest "why i love him?" "why he is in my heart and head?" and i don't have a rational response. 
i dont know why exactly. maybie because he is really cute, have a beautifull eyes, lips, i like talk with him. i think that he is my medicine. ;) 
why? because when i have a bad humor and talk with him, he makes me smile x) i think that is so much awsome fellings. 
someday i think that he lier for me. im angry for him, and i thinkin' that he is not good boy for me... but.. when i see his face again on skype think that my memory about bad mike's vision was be really horrible. 
it's really strange, i think. 
now i think that from my all heart i can told about my love to him. 
MIRU i love you

sobota, 16 października 2010

IU - Nagging translate

Stop being out so late
Try not to drink so often
You don't listen to me like a 10 year old child

I can only laugh
Who are you calling a child?
Really, I can only laugh

You don't know how it feels for me to say these things
You don't know that I only want to say nice things to you
Should I stop? Let's stop

From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love

A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging

Are you eating at the right time
Are you staying away from girls
I want to be beside you all day
That's how I feel
If I could keep you in my pocket
I'd be really happy

Our story where we can only be two
A story that would make someone laugh if they heard
Should I stop? Let's stop

From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love

A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging

Even if you glare and try to scare me
Your face is just too cute to me
Are you going to keep this up? (You) I can't hold back anymore
I really might get angry

A story that wouldn't be told if we were to give up love
The sound of my heart that thinks only of you
Even if you're angry, even if you shout
Your nagging is just so sweet to me

A story that can only be told if we love
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
But trust my feelings

niedziela, 3 października 2010

vol. 117

ehhh... thats really stupied.
for 2 days i go away from there and now i should pack my stuff, and i should be happy. its contrary. im not happy because i start new life. i still thinkin' abut this that i must leave there everythin'. i know, i know. my life there, in pyrzyce, is really boring, but i have family there. in poznan i dont have enythin' pose stupied 'friends', who dont have nothin' smart in their heads. ;C not everybody ofcours. i have a 2 friends whose i love, and want meet with them. 
so by the way about this matter... i need, i must pack my fuckin' stuff, because im so much lazy. and still time i prolong my packing. in exchange for this i make smethin' stupied edit pics in photoshop. 


its really hard for me. leave everythin'! my mom, lil sis, granny and grandpa. always i think that ill be with them still. now its otherwise. 


piątek, 1 października 2010

vol. 116

oh! finally i find a apartament in poznan, and in monday i will movin' there. im really happy for this because i begin new life. new city, new friends, work, new school. my life is changing.
so... early i think that it's a very good idea. moving from home in pyrzyce, and go away. now is so hard. when i thinkin' about this im sick. really! i must leave my mom, my sis, my granddad and grandma - my all family. i know that i don't go far away, but thought about this that i can't  seen their everyday is really sad. ;c
i know that i get used to this sytuation. and soon everythi' will be great.
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ohh~~ baby.. i don't know why you don't give me sign of life - don't call, aren't be online, don't write. baby  i need talk with you, i need see you. i want to see your smily face, and hear your beauty voice. miss you so much. i need my medicine! you know baby?
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