poniedziałek, 20 września 2010

vol. 115

thats really sucks!
when i think that everythin' will be great and everythin' in my life slowly startin' to fall into place, in one moment everythin' fuckin' broke. its not normal!
in my dream i goin to the great fashion school and have a my own apartament. sometimes i thinkin' that is can will be real and strive to this. now i think that is only fuckin' dream. 
i wonder what i doin' now, and i dont know. == SUCKS! 
my mom someday ago told that will be batter when ill stay in home with her and Negai, find a job in this place and live here. i allways screamin' that she dont have a right. now i know that my mom reached her goal. nice. my mom not believe in me. really nice. 
so now i dont know what should i do. ;__; 

poniedziałek, 13 września 2010

vol. 114

hello.
i have a some news for you. (if ever anyone reads this)
old posts in this blog there are from my old blog in liveyournal xD livejournal is boring a little for me (have a only one plus - i can make there a layouts xD) so... i imported posts from there and add here. x) to much posts i was writing in polish language x) but now i think that i'll writing in english more x)
i hope that someone will be reading this x) *lol*


so.. now we listen new song Wheesung ♥♥♥ *uhuhuhu*

sobota, 11 września 2010

wheesung - realslow is back (translate lyric)

Yo, it’s been a long time, RealSlow is back
There’s always my pain, you know what I’m saying?
She’s gone
My people hellow hellow hellow hellow
My name is RealSlow
Come on and hellow hellow hellow hellow
Don’t worry and please move on, bye bye
It’s not like I’ll die because you aren’t here, good bye
Please move on faster before I try to stop you
Our ties ends here,
We definitely weren’t meant to be,
Since we will say goodbye, will you listen to my last story?
I even thought of our marriage
In same house, same room
We would sleep and wake up together
And I tried to love you as much as I could
But the dream burst like a bubble
It’s depressing so I cry cry cry
My people hellow hellow hellow hellow My name is RealSlow
Come on and hellow hellow hellow hellow
The memories that swells up,
The memories that can’t be forgotten without shedding tears,
I will cry sleeplessly with my tired eyes, I will miss it.
I even thought of our marriage
In same house, same room
We would sleep and wake up together
And I tried to love you as much as I could
But the dream burst like a bubble
It’s depressing so I cry cry cry.
I know myself well,
I probably can’t hold myself back
I will end up searching for you once again
So when that day comes, don’t ever meet me
I even thought of our marriage
In same house, same room
We would sleep and wake up together
And I tried to love you as much as I could
But the dream burst like a bubble
It’s depressing so I cry cry cry.
My people hellow hellow hellow hellow
My name is RealSlow
Come on and hellow hellow hellow hellow
Now it’s a goodbye for good,
The “I love you” that I wanted to hear for the last time,
But without hearing your usual words I say bye, bye, bye.

poniedziałek, 6 września 2010

vol 112

bcoz i love you <3
i want waitin' for you a milion years or maybe to the end of world...
i want that finally we meet ;)
i know that i finally meet with you, and well be together (i think)<3
i dont want nothin' more.
i want be with you.
baby i love you.
i hope that you know this <3